I DONT WANNA DECEIVE YOU

HE THE ONLY ONE I YEARN FOR :)

B , I LOVE YOU MUCH TAUUUUUU ♥

Satu perkara yang aku paling tak suka bila ♥ ♥ dah datang .

SEMESTINYA AKU AKAN JEALOUS TAK TENTU PASAL ! BENDE KACIK PUN NAK JEALOUS . AKU PUN TAK FAHAM T_T EEEE , BODOH DO .

Blup Blup :(

I Have Made Mistakes to My Friends . Again
And Im Sorry For Disappointing You Guys .
I Love You Guys So Much :'(

BESTMATES ♥

I ♥ YOU GIRLS :)

BLAH

i just miss someone :')

how can i tell the word iloveyou to my future new boyf when i still remember about you ? and im so stupid babi babi because you're not even remember me . i used to call you b , i used to be with you when im alone , and suddenly you left me with your stupid reason . how can i believe boys b ? you even dont know how much i try to forget about you kan ? i cried all the time all because of you , i and know im okay . and im better than you ever known me b , i hate you , i hate you so much . but i cant lie that hate means we still love them . yeah , i love you . i wont forget everything you have done to me b , everything *dushhh , how can i still remember about you piggy ?* eeeeeee

apologize

i have a letter today :)

Dear my good friend S :)
you are pretty cutie girl . and i know i have made mistakes to you and im sorry :0 i didnt mean to hurt you or making you hate me . i love you girl , and im sorry . im too shy to say this in front of you . imma shy girl as you know . hihihi , i hope when you read this you wont tell anyone include your bestfriend , let them know by themselves . i wont hurt you anymore , and im promise this to you as long as you will be happy ♥

your one of the 8 friends:)

hiding something from haiza , isnt ?

sorry for not updating this bl0g , im quite lazy :) lemme talk about my life first . so yeah being single is more happier than couple . I like my life now because i dont think i need boys anymore . haha ;D So yesterday me webcam-ing with amza , he said he was boring , so we webcam-ing and gaduh gaduh mcm tu la . thats all :) oh yeah tomorrow i will go to sunway , i want to buy a gladator shoes and a new bag maybe at teetoo , haha . exited for that ;D i think i want to wear selendang , haha . dont lough because it's true , just want to tutup aurat for one day ;) but im not promise ;P haha

so my trial PMR result was not good because i only got 4A . quite jealous with liya -,- she's got 8A's . what the hell la ? Terelnyaaa dia :( no no , i will never give up :P i dont wanna be like Mai , she's got 4A's for her PMR -__- and yeah i will prove it to Syahir that im cleverer than him . haha :DD So PMR is really just on the corner , i only have 30 days to stuggle and struggle , god help me . i just wanna get 8A's , hah .

By The Way , i admire with someone FORM 5 :) He's handsome , totally ♥

MISS

Ahmad , harini in sudah 2 tahun :) anda sedarkah ? saya tahu anda terlupa kerana anda asyik bersama girlfriend anda . hohoho , saya disini baik2 sahaja . tiada bende yang saya fikirkan , jangan awak perasan yang saya masih sayangkan anda . sejujurnya hati saya memang tiada perasaan kepada lelaki , cuma teringat hari ini . cuma nak menekankan , masa berjalan begitu pantas , daripada haiza yang hodoh tak tahu fasion terus menjadi seorang perempuan yang pandai gak la nak bergaya (perasan) cuma nak cakap di sini ,

walaupun kita satu sekolah , tetapi memang susah untuk nampak wajah anda , ye saya merindui anda tetapi hanya sebagai seorang rakan . dan memang betul saya tiada lagi perasaan apa apa kepada anda . harap kalian kalian yang baca pun tahu ini . terima kasih :)

MRS STRONG

this is sweet kan ?

hmm , tak tahu nak tulis apa . cuma yeah , i am giving up :) this is the best for me i think, thanks dude because you make me fall in love with you . from now on , i will awayy from you :') i love you dude , but yeah we are not meant to be together, i will forget about you . everything :) im a little strong girl :D i know that :')

missing you

HAPPY OUR FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY

do you know how much i miss you dudee ?

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hey yaw , i've watched the TWILIGHT SAGA ECLIPSE :) haha ! *proud*

Kerana Keperibadiannya Aku Jatuh Cinta

do you believe in love ? okay, i wrote about this because i think im in love, yes i am. do you know how i feel ? i feel happier than before :) i kept smiling kept smiling everywhere i go . so yeah , i want to be with himmm , hahahahha *desperate* so just waiting . dah bye :D hahahha

Couple is not an easy thing

This is how the storyy ,

i know deep in my heart i don't love both of them anymore, but the memory. do you still remember the fuck fuck memory we had , it's sweet. thats why i started to miss them and crying and crying all the time. but i know i don't love them. okay , lemme tell you, if i have one chance to be with one of them again, do i have to be with them again ? the answer is no and no . because i don't love them, but why i must jealous with their happiness ? it's weird -,-

so yeah, i know what i have to do know . first concentrate on my study i mean my PMR ! oh my, you know PMR is just sround the corner. i have to get ready! and yeah after PMR i've planned to find a new boyfriend :) can't wait for this. heh :D so yeah , i have to go . cooking time ! bye!

You're The Best I Ever Had

Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time

I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking

Know you got a roommate, call me when it's no one there
Put the key under the mat, and you know I'll be over there
I'll be over there, shawty, I'll be over there
I'll be hitting all the spots that you ain't even know was there

Ha and you all ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustomed to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life

Sweat pants, hair tied, chillin' with no make-up on
That's when you're the prettiest, I hope that you don't take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringin' Drake along
You know that I'm working, I'll be there soon as I make it home

And she a patient in my waiting room
Never pay attention to them rumors and what they assume
And until them girls prove it
I'm the one they never get confused with

'Cause baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time

I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking

Sex, love, pain, baby, I be on that tank shit
Buzz so big, I could probably sell a blank disk
When my album drop, bitches will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister

Magazine, paper, girl, but money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee 'cause I be so official
My shirt ain't got no stripes but I can make your pussy whistle

Like the Andy Griffith theme song
And who told you to put them jeans on
Double cup love, you the one I lean on
Feeling for a fix then you should really get your fiend on

Yeah, just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there reppin' like a mascot
Get it from the back and make your fucking bra strap pop
All up in yo slot until the nigga hit the jackpot

Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it

'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time

I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had

I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had

i kept my promise , do you ?

Selasa , 6.30 p.m

Aku membaca buku agama islam , dan sambil itu aku menghafalnya . wahhh , banyak sungguh perlu ku baca yah? Sekarang aku dah ada azam untuk mecapai target ku :) haha , baru nak insaf kan ? hmm , tiba tiba mood hilang. Aku ternampak sehelai gamba yang betul2 berada di hadapan ku , gamba seorang wajah yang tak pernah buat aku bersedih pada suatu ketika dulu, dan aku hampir menitiskan air mata ku. Kenapa mesti aku ingat kau ? Aku rindu kau weh :'( sesangat. Kau baik. Tapi aku kene kuat , aku sedar aku siapa buat kau. Wahai lelaki yang budiman, aku sayang kau yang teramat , kenapa sebegini kau buat aku?

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Aku terus menarik nafas , dan melupakan perkara yang lama , aku keluar dari bilik dan cuba merelexka diri , allah maha berkuasa . Aku percaya kebahgiaan akan datang juga kepada aku suatu hari nanti :')

F A I Z

Deares Faiz ,

this is my second letter for you . I just want you to know i just want to be your friend . Not more than that . You know that i cant accept anyone for this time. You're just my friend i mean my best friend . I dont want you to think that im starting in love with you or what. Im afraid if your heart will hurt again by me. I hope you understand okay. I just want you to be my closer friend :) Thats the only i can say :) Thank You ♥

Hari Usahawan 2010

Harini Hari Keusahawanan kot kot :)

Papa hantar aku ke rumah farahin, dan ibunya yang menghantar kami ke sekolah. Aku dengan bahagia-nya membawa kek coklat fara dan kamu terus menuju ke kelas. Tiba-tiba mereka mereka suruh membawa kek itu ke tempat jualan. Jadi, kami pun bergerak ke foyer B :) Kedai kami bersebelahan dengan KAA . Dan hadapan kami 5 Intan. Aku yang membawa alas meja guru dan menjadikan alas meja untuk tempat jualan . hehehe :) Selepas itu, kami menyusun sana sini , Thasya mahu menjual CUPCAKE , Fara kek coklat dan Amnani cheese cake.

Selepas mengemas dan menyusun , aku dengan tiada keje nye membuat tanda nama drpd rama2 kertas, wahh ramai tau yang pakai. Comel lagi tuh ;) Tiba-tiba ada dua orang guru dtg kepada kami dan ingin membelik kek kami, wahh nampaknya laku juga ya cupcae ini, alhamdulilah la kan ? Time aku tengah duduk sambil memegang bekas duit, aku tarik baju syahirah yang sedang berdiri di sebelah ku. Aku katakan yang aku bahagia harini sebab blablabla. Syahirah hanya menganguk kan kepalanya dan kata baguslah. Aku pun memandang kehadapan dan menunggu pembeli seterusnya :')

Semakin lama semakin ramai pulak yang beli, untung kali ni ya :) Seronok jadi penjual ini. Lama-lama aku sudah kepenatan. Peluh-peluh dibuatnya. Aku pun terus keluar drpd tapak jualan dan pergi menghilangkan peluh dan tgk-tgk tapat jualan yang lain, aku pergi ke naz tgk la kan apa yang dijualnya . Tiba tiba aku ternampak yang IQ punya besi tuh . Dia jual RM6 , apahal murah ni ? Maybe kecik sikit kot. then aku beli jela :D Hehe , jalan sana sini . Masa pun makin suntuk , ada 10 lagi cupcake kene dijual so kami mengambi keputusan untuk meronda sana sini sambil mejual cupcake itu. Apa yang diangankan termakbul , faizah yang memegang bakul itu dan menjerit cupcake2 , hahahah:D Aku gelak jelah, then aku jauh2 drpd dieorg , hahaha , jahat en aku ? Akhirnya kami habis menjual cupcake . YEPEEEE

Kami ke tempat asal, dan mengatakan semuanya dah hbs dijual ;) Mereka semua gembira kerana cupcake sudah habis dijual kan ? Mestilah gembira :) So masa untuk haiza , fara dan fai jalan jalan . Kami ronda2 sana sini tiba-tiba terjumpa amza di foyer C , sekali lagi dia buat lawak. Aku tergelak gelak jela. Bengong betul dia ni , lepak2 kejap then balik kelas :)

Selepas itu, aku masuk ke-kelas untuk hantar bakul tiba tiba farahin hilang. Aik mana dia ni, setelah kuteliti dia berada di hadapan surau. Aku pun terkedek-kedek ke sana :) Mereka sedang mengira untung, dan aku pula mengambil handphone fara dan mendengar lagu yang tak sepatutnya aku dengar :') Aku sengaja memandang ke belakang supaya mereka tak nmpk riak wajah aku. Tetapi aku terlupa yang berhadapan aku adalah bilik KHB , bilik yang banyak memory tahun lepas pada hari usahawan juga :') aku cuba menenangkan diri aku dan kembali memandang ke mereka dan gelak2 bersama .

Aku menuju ke cabin dan menyanyi bersama rakan-rakanku :D Suara kami sedap lah ! Haha. Dan selepas itu, kami lepak diluar kelas. Tiba2 ada makhluk datang dan menyuruh kami ke dewan arahan puan norafzan. Kami semua pergi lah ke sana, rupa-rupanya kan kene kemas dewan! aish , malas ni. Aku dgn fara pun mengelat. Kiterog ke bilik redaksi sebab nampak ellena, ain, jihan dgn syida. Tak kuperasan ada amza. Kiteorg sekali lagi gelak2 bersama. Tiba2 amza hilang, dan tadaa dia keluar kan dengan jeans hitam2 dan baju belang2 biru putih. Amza you look so handsome :)

Tiba2 aku tersentap, aku dah tiada mood untuk melakukan sesuatu, aku hanya ingin menitiskan air mata aku. Sampai dirumah dan sekarang aku menangis sekali lagi, nak tahu apa yang aku fikirkan ? haih. Ya Allah, aku ingin melupakannya ya Allah . Kenapa susah sgt ? Aku tak pernah minta apa apa pun melainkan melupakannya :'(

And the ending was , i cried again in my bedroom :'(

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Kenangan itu masih ada , Ada orang cakap jangan hidup dengan kenangan.
Tetapi kenapa aku sebegitu. sedangkan dia sudah melupakan aku 100%
Kenapa aku masih menjadi seorang wanita yang desperate ?
Aku inginkan pembaharuan , aku inginkan sesuatu yang buat aku happy kembali .
Itu saja jalan yang terbaik untuk aku :'(

Yeah , it was a best day

Harini haiza & farah & anur ke belakang koperasi dalam pukul 9. Ini kerana kami memasuki pertandingan akhir petanq :| Sampai-sampai sana, pertandingan cikgu2 dimulakan terlebih dahulu. wahh, cikgu main semua kelakar :D Disana terdapat segelintir budak2 form 4Z :) Selepas tamat perlawanan untuk guru, gang GIRLS pulak lawan gang BOYS. Tetapi kami ingim menangguhkan buat seketika kerana ingin makan -,- Lapar !

Tepat pukul 10.30 kami menuju kembali ke belakang koperasi, dan pertandingan dimulakan :| Nak tahu tidak ? disana terdapat seorang makhluk yang memang tak reti duduk diam , mengacau kami bertanding, dia kata dia pengadil -,- hahaha. Apala dia ni, sapa lagi kan kalau bukan amza tuh. Terpaksa layan karenah gedik dia tuh ;D

Setelah 30 minit bertanding, kami mengaku yang memang perempuan kalah -,- Kejam kan lelaki ni, aishh tak suka :P Selepas tamat perlawanan, kami lepak-lepak seketika berborak-borak . Amza pulak perasan aku pandang dia -,- Hahaha, apala dia ni kan? dah bosan lepas tuh fara ambik buku tulis iqbal then conteng2, lukis-lukis .

Tiba-tiba si amza pun terkedek-kedek nak conteng gak, dia lukis anjing. anjing tuh comel :D Tak tipu punya, hahaha . Lepas tuh dia main conteng2 nama aku dgn fara la. Ayoo layan jela budak kecik ni

Balik rumah , tgk phone faiz text. Then aku tak reply :P Lepas itu, dia bagi la ayat pasrah dia semua. Aku text ah dia kan ? then tiba2 kiteorg bertengkar seketika -,- aku sedih weh :| Aku tak tahu la kalau aku couple dgn dia, mesti kiteorg asyik bergaduh je kot. hahaha :D Sekarang semua dah okay :) Biarlah dia.

p/s : Aku banyak tergelak harini, semua kerana amza gila itu! Dan farah, aku akan sehabis mungkin tolong kau jauh drpd ayien :) Jangan risua ye. Aku tak nak kau terluka buat kali ke-dua :') i love you ♥

I Hate This

its about love , its about friends , its about parents and everything . I cried again . yes , again .

first , i had a mimpi . it was a very romantic mimpi i ever had . The hero was A . I dont know why suddenly he came back to my life . I never wanted he to come again . You know what ? he was so charming at the mimpi . We holding hand . He said that he will never leave me again . And everything he told me was just sama mcm dia cakap . When i woke up , i cried . and i realize now that i cant let him go . i cant lose him :'(

second , i dont know why friends being like that , or is that me the teruk lg ? im sorry for making you guys sakit hati or what . i really didnt mean to do that . Sakit hati haiza masih tak pulih lg . Sorry for everything -_-

third , it was my father who was make me so down . Again , i cried in my bedroom . And i dont have a mood to study . TORTURE ME WHATEVER YOU WANT . IF I CANT GET 8A's . DONT BLAME ME !

JUST SAYING THAT IM THE HYPOCRITE , IM THE BAD , IM THE LOWEST . And everything , buat la haiza menangis seteruk-teruknya . How many times i said jaga bahasa , but you just do the same things . Thanks for make me crying again . THANK YOU VERY MUCH !

p/s = im ready to die know

Im not a piece of ass

KAMI TAK BODOH dan aku tak tahu siapa pulak yang jadi mangsa kau . Kau lelaki yang memang tiada perasaan . Dan aku mengaku , aku perempuan yang terbodoh memilih kau untuk jadi boyfriend aku . Aku tak mintak kau datang dekat hidup aku . Tak boleh ke kau anggap kau kawan kau je dari dulu ? Kenapa kau pilih aku untuk kau jadi kan mainan ? Aku sedar aku bodoh dahulu tetapi sekarang tidak , walaupun aku baru terkene dengan kau . Baru kau , hati aku dah tak terbuka untuk mana-mana lelaki , aku dah tak sanggup nak dipermainkan , disakiti atau dicintai . Terima Kasih Ahmad Syahir kerana mempermainkan perasaan kami , MIA & HAIZA .

P/S = I BELIEVE IN KARMA ;)

Yes , im high maintenance

Faiz ,
Haiza sudah tahu seminggu sudah sebelum faiz melamar haiza , dan haiza meminta maaf kerana membuat faiz menangis . Series , haiza memang tiada perasaan dengan faiz . Bukan sebeb penampilan atau kekayaan . Tetapi haiza memang dah anggap faiz seorang kawan . Tidak lebih daripada itu . Faiz mungkin seorang yang baik , haiza tahu itu . Haiza memang tidak boleh menjadi gf faiz . Maafkan haiza yeah yeah . Satu lagi , haiza memang mengaku haiza pandang kepada kekayaan dan kepandaian tetapi yang penting haiza pandang kepada kebersihan . Harap Faham ,

Terima kasih .

Wake Me Up !

Assalamualaikum siapa-siapa yang membaca ini ,

Saya Rohaiza Mohammad inging membuat pengakuan tentang Ke-desperate-an dia terhadap ex ex yang amat dia sayangi . Tolong lah memberi comment apa apa sahaja supaya haiza sedar yang mereka tak menyayangi haiza . Tolonglah, Demi kebaikannya :') Dia tabah menghadapi segala cabaran ini .

contoh : ex kau memang dah tak syg kan kau lah ! kau je syok sendiri !

Haiza & Fara and other two boys

Sedang asyik lena tidur , tiba-tiba aku terdengar bunyi telefon berdering . Diangkat panggilan itu rupanya A . Dia menyuruh aku bangun dan pegi bersiap-siap untuk keluar pukul 8.30 -_- Haiza pun pergi la tengok jam , oh sudah pukul 7 . Keluar dari biliknya dan tengok movie hannah montana seketika . HAHA , sempat lagi tu -_-Selepas itu , haiza call nur farahin jaini . Yang bangang tak angkat phone bila org call . Pastu, marah marah orang pulak sebab kejut lambat . HAHAH :P

Kami bersiap-siap , tepat pukul 8.30 sepatutnya kami kena berada di KTM , Tetapi disebabkan masalah teknikal haiza dan farah lewat selama 30 minit -_- HAHAH . Kasihan jejaka A dan F terpaksa menunggu kami berdua . Selepas itu, apabila kami sampai di ktm mula mula kene marah2 manja kerana menipu mereka :p Kami tiba di ktm pukul 9.45 . Dan sampai di midvalley pukul berapa entah , Haiza terlupa -_-

Sampai sahaja di midvalley , kami menepah tiket wayang . Sapa kata tak ramai ? Pagi-pagi tuh dah panjang dah orang beratur tau ! Kami membeli tiket wayang THE KARATE KID , jam 12 30 . Tgk jam sekarang baru pukul 10 kot . Kami pergi la jalan sana sini . Tiba-tiba perut terasa laparr , bunyi krekk krekk . Jalan sana sini , tiba tiba jumpa kedai ice-cream . Nampak sedap :D A dan F dapat merasa ice-cream tuh . Aku duduk jauh so tak de :(

Si A mencari marshmallo . Kami pusing-pusing di tempat yg memang tak pernah pegi pun . Sehinggalah sampai ke satu kedai market yang menjuak marshmallo yang murah :D Selepas A membelinya , kami meneruskan perjalanan kami ke tempat yang memang kami tak tahu pun tempat itu wujud . Tiba-tiba , haiza merasakan yang tempat ini lain drpd midvalley . Ternampak pulak ROBINSON . Oh , ini the garden rupanya . Memang amat bangang apabila melalui jambatan yang pendek . HAHAH :D Kami memang sesat tak tahu jalan ke midvalley kembali . Haiza dan Fara hanya mengikuti A dan F sehingga bertemu kembali jalan balik :D YEAYYY

Kami terus menuju ke Panggung wayang . Thanks F kerana belanja haiza popcorn :) Dan A belanja Fara popcorn :D Wayang bermula sepatutnya pada pukul 12.30 . Tetapi disebabkan iklan yg mcm bangang . Pukul 12.50 baru start wayang -_-' Nak tahu tak ? Wayang habis pukul 3 . Betapa bekunya kami semua di dalam wayang itu ? hahahah . Serously THE KARATE KID BEST ! You have to watch it beybeyh ! haha

Then selepas wayang , kami semua makan di Noodle Station :D Sekali lagi ? Yeay yeay -_-' Selepas makan kami pergi melihat baju dia ZARA dan MNG . ZARA mahal dan tak lawa pun . Pergi ke MNG . Yes , ada yang lawa . Saya beli :D T-shirt biasa tp Haiza amat menyukakannya :D RM 59 je tau :D HAHA .

Selepas itu , kami pusing sana sini . Pergi MPH . Then jalan sana sini seketika . Tengok baju dgn bende-bende permainan semuaa . Haha , BEST :D Last , Kami ke Living Cabin tau tengok tengok . Sekali ad KURA-KURA yang ada aku hilangkan fara punya :D Haiza pun beli kan la untuk fara :D sekali tuk tuk , A punya tak adaaa . Kesiannya -_- Tak pe nanti kita pergi beli kura2 biru juga ye untuk A :D

Balik , KTM BANGANG ! Tak suka aku -_- Lembabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb !!!!

p/s = Thanks for cheering my day dudes . Best giler lepak tadi tau :D Hilang stress semua ,
Kura-kura pink COMEL :D
Kura-kura biru JANTAN MARI !
Kura-kura hijau GEDIK :P

The Craziest Sister I Ever Had

Bajet comel je en minah ni -_-'

Ini Kak Ros . Dia kakak ketiga aku . Si gila ni suka sangat kacau aku . Tiba-tiba je nanti dia turun buat bising . Kak ros ni baru je 24 tahun . Bapak tuaaa en ? Tulah ku tny dia bila nak kawin haihhh , dia akan hbs belaja di UPM tahun ni . Tulah , dah 24 baru hbs UPM . Ijazah Sarjana . Selepas itu , dia mempunyai seorg boyfriend yang bernama Azmer , Azmer ni en kerja sebagai engineer MAS . wow , asyik-asyik belanka kak ros itu ini . Aku pun tak paham -__- Kak ros pun suka meminta , tak malu punya perempuan mcm ni la . Lagi satu , minah ni en kecik daripada aku -_- Tak tipu , tp dia tinggi 2 cm la . haha ;D

Between Me & You & Him

Haiza teringat segala kenangan dia dengan syahir , dan dia tidak pernah membayangkan apa yang akan terjadi kepada dirinya sekarang , Dia teringat janji-janji manis syahir terhadapnya . Kenapa haiza terlalu memberi kepercayaan kepada syahir ? Syahir , haiza tak pernah lupa kan syahir dan mcm mana syahir pun haiza tak kisah asalkan syahir sayang haiza , haiza sayang syahir .

Syahir dahulu baik buat haiza , bagi haiza syahirlah mr.perfect. Tetapi kenapa haiza terlalu bodoh sehingga syahir boleh main-main kan perasaan haiza . Kalau syahir sayang kan haiza kenapa syahir tidak melepaskan haiza dan berilah haiza kebahagiaan bersama amzar . Syahir hanyalah mementingkan diri sendiri , tidak memikirkan apa yang haiza rasa . Syahir sendiri tahu yang haiza sayang dekat amzar , dan haiza juga tahu yang syahir sayang dekat mia.

Haiza pernah membenarkan syahir untuk meneruskan hubungan kembali bersama mia . Tetapi apa yang syahir buat ? Hanyalah menarik tangan haiza dan memeluknya dan mengatakan yang syahir sayang haiza . Sedangkan haiza nampak titisan air mata syahir kerana merindui mia . Haiza sahaja yang nampak titisan air mata syahir tetapi syahir tidak pernah nampak titisan air mata haiza kerana teramat menyayangi amza , dan terpaksa melakukan segala-galanya untuk melupakan amza .

Tetapi untuk pengetahuan syahir , haiza tidak pernah melupakan dan menyayangi amzar . Yang sebaliknya berlaku haiza jatuh cinta dekat syahir . Teramat menyayangi syahir dan haiza terlalu mempercayai nya . Syahir tak ingat kah siapa yang selalu kejut syahir untuk bangun pagi-pagi . Yang selalu sentiasa bersama syahir ketika sedih . Dan siapakah yang ada bersama syahir ketika syahir sakit ?

Kenapa haiza terlalu bodoh mempercayai syahir ? Haiza teramat sayangkan syahir dan semuanya hanyalah ikhlas dari hati haiza , Tetapi apa yang syahir buat segala-galanya tipu . Sebulan kita break , dan barulah haiza tahu kenapa syahir memutuskan hubungan kita . Ini kerana, syahir masih bersama mia dan syahir telah couple dgn seorang wanita yang bernama MAHIRAH . Syahir tidak pernah tahu bagaimana haiza sengsara selepas itu ?

Haiza menangis kerana menyesal dengan segala tindakan yang telah dilakukan , dia telah meminta maaf kepada amza untuk menerimanya kembali tetapi amzar tidak lagi bersamanya , Amza sudah mempunyai cinta baru . Sudah terlambat haiza , sudah terlambat :(

Haiza tahu , segala yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya . Haiza tabah menghadapi cabaran ini . Sudah lah haiza melepaskan mereka pergi , lagi-lagi amza yang tiada salah apa apa pun . Haiza tidak akan melakukan kesalahanya sekali lagi . Hanya hendak memberi tahu syahir , haiza sudak puas kene tipu dengan syahir . Dah kalau sekali syahir ingin kembali bersama haiza , harap maklum HAIZA SUDAH SERIK ! ia tidak akan berlaku lagi . Tetapi haiza hanya merindui seseorang yang disayangi semenjak 10 ogos 2008 sehingga sekarang :'(

This is life

Kau perasaan tak ?

- Aku tak dpt duit shopping
- Aku tak dpt Novel yang aku nak
- Aku tak dapat apa yang aku nak

Aku pernah sekali dulu merengek-rengek kat mama papa ,

me : adik nak camera tuh ! lawa , gamba dia terang !
Parents : itu untuk orang profesional jela .
me : tapi kan lawa , boleh adjust2
Parents : Tak payah la , mahal kan ?

I wonder , why everything was my fault . Why , mama and papa trusted him . And i do believe that he's nothing . I am sure love my brother but , mama was wasting her morney to buy everything that was really mcm Buang duit . Faham tak ?

Bila mintak sesuatu kat mama , mesti mama mcm buat muka . Thenn .........
Aku tahu aku takan dapat bende tuh , tak apa la mama . You're are my mother . And adik tak pernah menyesal dapat mak mcm mama . We just watch who will always by mama and papa side . And who will always sacrife everything for them . I love you mom , no matter what :")

-_-

i miss the past , everything . It was my super duper great moments :'( I miss everything :'( haiza nangis kenapa ? Kenapa ?Haiza dah janji tak nak nangis kan ? Kenapa ni za ? semuanya fate kan ? Jangan la sedih , haiza kuat untuk menghadapinya . Ohhhh :(

Gamba si faiza tu lagi -_-

Woi , aku nak exam kau tahu tak ? Then kenapa tetiba aku jealous kembali -_- Aku sudah melepaskan kau , tetapi sebaliknya kot . Ianya agak susah . Wehh , sumpah jealous . -_-

Then yeah , haiza dah okay . Entah la haiza ni minggu lepas minggu ni emosional betul .hehehe :) Dah la byeee .

You don't love me for who i am

So yeah , this weak , last weak , school was full of drama -_- I mean my Drama . I cried , cried , cried because i think that everybody hates me -_- Seriously -_- haiza it's time to change en . So yeah I prefer to sit with Effa . Then , i will not make any problem . like yesterday . Because of my childish attitude so i have to change , but seriously I can't . I don't know why -_- Tried to be a mature girl but it seems didn't work , I want to lough again and miss the old of me . But yeah , i afraid if i will be the one who will mcm kene marah je . So everything maybe like my mistake . Em yeah , God . I know this is the ujian for me . One by one you gave me , The first one 'they' left me , then my father sick , then this drama . Please , help me god . I only have you .

And yeah when i think about . I prefer to stay hostel :') I am ready to leave all of my friend . Insyaalah kalau dapat tawaran haiza pegi ,

Mom Dad , i will make you proud one day . Pernah adik kata , adik nak belikan apa apa sahaja untuk mama papa bila adik dah kerja . Maafkan adik kerana kemalasan adik untuk belajar . Cuma kepenatan mama , bila tengok kaki papa sakit . Adik tak tahu nak kata apa , macam hendak menangis pun ada . Papa seperti kene kurang berjalan . Dugaan yang paling besar tak pernah adik terlintas nak hilang papa walaupun papa suka buat berceramah kat adik :') Papa , I love you and you're the best papa in this world . Trust me for everything i did . Ya Allah , panjangkan lah umur mereka sehingga aku boleh membalas budi mereka sembuh kan lah ayah ku , itu sahaja yang aku mahukan . Thanks mom and dad . I Love You The Most :')

The story between me and her

Nak dengar cerita tak ,

terugris sekali lagi apabila membaca blog yang kutuk2 haiza seperti ini . Hanya ingin mengatakan . Kita insan semua ada yang kurang . Aku tahu kau lawa . then ? Aku tahu gigi aku tak selawa kau . Terima lah , perangai kau yang macam tak hormat kami (time kat camp PRS) . Aku tak pernah nak buat muka ataupun nak menjeling ataupun nak menengking , perangai kau okay then confirm kiteorg semua okay . Relax semasa di mana mana . Aku dengar cerita kau kaya , alhamdulilah la kan . Kami tahu , kami tidak sekaya anda . Maaf kan la aku kalau aku ada kata yang kau budget , poyo . Budget bukan maksud aku budget HOT , okay ? Jangan salah faham , terserah dekat kau . Nak kata apa . yang penting , Aku dah mintak maaf .

Lasstt , kalau kawan . Belah la kat kawan . Ye makcik pakcik ? Don't be a hypocrite . Aku tak marah kau cuma terguris sedikit ,

away from me

Just be my friend . Not more than that . I never wanted you to come again , i just want to be your friend. Please , don't make me fall in love with you again . Please , DON'T . I hope you understand that i'm just your friend . Not more than that , i'm sick of love . THANKS ,

18 Mei 2010

today , i went to school by van . Eh van la ? heh ,

i don't have any idea to write , Just wanna say . I was terasa plus mcm nak nangis dekat makmal tadi . Tapi tahan jelah . Sorry sebab buat korang mcm marah dekat aku tadi . Tidak sengaja , Dah tujelah . bye ,

Teachers day

So today was a Teachers Day . I came to school by bus . Oh my god , it was a bus ? I hate bus ! haih

The teachers day was totally awesome . I love all of the performance include the 'heartbeats' . Kak intan was a little cutie girl . I love her , and she also has a nice voice :) Then , ikmal ? Forget about him . He and my sister were really sweet couple , i admit it . ngehehe ^_^ So yeah , the netball was very tiringgg . I was bau masam after that . Then we hang at foyer B with akmal . I though amza was there . But there was not amza . how sad ,,, ohoho . Then we talked , we lough , ahaha .

Then , we (me, fara, fai) walked to the cabin . eh eh , sudennly we stopped for awhile . then , asked izzat and amnan about something that not important -_- Eh , it's amnan ! Amnan you know . He was cute + handsome + cute + handsome . Aaaaaaaaa :D

Then we snap some photo together and back to our home by car .

Amnan ! Why you look so HANDSOME ! ^_^

aha , ehe , ohoooo :D

Today is Sunday . So i'm just staying at home . I supposed to study . ngeh -,- I told you that i am so lazy en ? Aha , yeah . Sis intan , i have found your secret blog . ehe , sorry -_- i have read everything . Sorry :')

Then . what am i going to talk with you huh ? I'm so so boring . Aha , lemme talk about A . A is Amza :) hey you , why you always didn't reply my text . Haiyaa , i know i know . You and faizah dah kembali bersama kan ? So yeah , SEMOGA BAHAGIA !

Eh eh , nak ckp ni . Aku dah tawar hati dgn IKMAL . bagi aku , dia 0/100 . Ngehehehe . Jahat en ?
So gtg , BYE :D

My Future :P

All i ever wanted is just to forget about you . And make a new life with someone else . And I want to show you that , I am the BEST among your girlfriend . And one day , i will come to see you and show my BIG HOUSE , my Hotstuff BOYFRIEND , i will be successful girl . You will regret it babe , You will ! Because , you have to stay at rumah pangsa . Then , you don't have enough money like I do ! And you only work as a pekerja kilang . HAHAHA XD .

Sorry babe , I don't hate you . But , it's just my feelings . Sorry . hahaha

The memory of 2008 ad 2010

I don't wanna be sad or blue . I will try my best to move on with my life .
oh god , please give me the strenght .
I can't do this , i'm weak :(
Pleasee ;'(

Sweet nyaaa :D

i saw you with your girlfriend . Awww , HOW SWEET :') weh , i love you lah . Korang nampak sesuai sangat . Haaa , Bila giliran aku pulak ni . Ish ish . haha :D

I really appreciated it

It's time for me to let you all go ,
I know , i can't . but i will try it .

Dear Ikmal ,
You know ? I love you like so much much much . but i know you never love me . hmm , sookay then . We're not suitable for each other . We're totally different . And you know what . I will be okay without you :)

My baby boo syahir :')
I used to call you baby boo because you're such a sweet person , caring and romantic . I love the way you touch my hand , the way you always wanna be with me . The way when you said you miss me and you wanna hug me :') i miss the moments . But why you do this to me ? to mia ? How could you syahir :'(

Dearest amza ,
I remember our moments , we've so many great times together . But we're not meant to be together , we've already build a really nice castle . But , why we end our relationship like this , I didn't mean to leave you . I love you amza , i love you the most :'( but i will be more happy if i seeing you happy . I love you ,

I WILL LET YOU ALL GO FROM MY LIFE , I WILL NEVER TURN BACK . NEVER ! I AM STRONGER THAN BEFORE . I KNOW I CAN FACE IT , Thanks for making me happy . Thanks for lying me . Thanks for saying that sweet words . Thanks for make me the stupidest Person because trusted you all , i can't stand it , bye bye boys :'(

I love you sayang :)

Dear my beloved Bestfriend .

I didn't mean to leave you behind , to make you feel sad . I know sometimes i was being a selfish girl . I didn't mean it . I'm sorry , But if i treat you like a very-kind-hearted la kan . Then , you will mengada-ngada in front of whole people . Take this word , people will loves us if we being a nice person . Thats why we always leave you , Not because of we don't like you but we want you to realize how bad you are . Not that bad , i love you btw . Sorry for everything . We really really didn't mean it :')

Single lady . yeahhh

Just want to tell you , i am totally SINGLE :D

we have been together for 2 month 30 days . HAHAHA .
I am okay , and i will be okay .
I will convince myself that he's not important .
Ane he is not my perfect boyfriend . Heee :)

I am going to stay single

i will never cry , never . Tell me that You don't love me anymore . Tell me . Stop hurting me . You're not my boyfriend . And i am not you girlfriend . You have changed . So do i . I am not going to wait for you . Sorry to say . Text me , and tell me you want to end this relationship . Thats all i want :'(

Haha , dah single dah korang

Do you know what ?

Syahir dah break dgn gf dia . I was like , amza break , syahir break , and it's my turn Maybe .
Nak tahu tak , aku dapat rasa yang syahir sedih . Waaaa , tak tahu la . Cepatnya dieorg break -,- Aku pulak yang sedihh . HAHA

I Love you no matter what

I'm not that bitch . I am wrong , I lied to you but i didn't mean it . I just want you to be the happier person . I love you , why it's hard for me to let you go . Why you left me without any reason . Don't blame me , DON'T . It's your fault ! I am sorry . Even though your heart was not belong to me anymore. I hope you will happy as before . oh god , please take care of him . have i told you that seeing someone that we love happy will make me happy too . i will happy , i will .

And ikmal still ignores me . I have to let him go . I know he didn't love me , I will turn off my phone . Stop being a nice girl haiza . And don't cry . This is not your life haiza . Back up and smile . I know it's hard , but you have to try . You can Haiza :')

With love , Haiza :)

Our Future Daughter :')

Aku berhak unuk menangis kan ?

baca ayt ni

the third pair of their twins is Deniel Chemery and Damia Denielle.Deniel is so active and loves something extreme while Damia is such a silent little girl but loves to play with their brothers and sisters.

When i was with amza . I dreamt , i wanna three children . Their name is Daniel Fahmi , Dania Denielle and last is Damia denielle . but , it's only a dream . I am strong to face it . I know i can do it . Move on Haiza , don't turn back :')

My booo Ikmal :')

Just tell me if you don't love me , i won't bite .
Just tell me that you're not happy when you with me , i will accept that .
Just tell me you love someone else , i won't kick you .
Just tell me everything .

Honestly , I am not happy when i am not with you .
You make me lough . But why you always ignores me .
Now , I am ready to let you go . I will let you go .
I am sorry for everything . I love you ,

I Am The Happy Person Ever

We Call Then text . I'm his best friend . Ahahahaha , perasan :D

He makes me smile :)

Haloo ,

i am totally happy now .
i called him about one hour . Than we lough . stupid enough ennnn .
Okay , he is my ex . Fullstop :) HAHA ,

Kalau ada jodoh nak buat mcm mana kan ? HAHAHA

AMZA'S SECRET

da janji yg akan jadi bf trbaik dan i tak perempuan tu sakit

January 1 2003, 02:06miss_haiza94 said on

how sweet :')

January 1 2003, 02:06miss_haiza94 said on

then ? apa yang terjadi ?

http://lifeofamza.blogspot.com/

amzar4a says:

then i make the same mistake

amzar4a says:

bile i syg kat org tu

amzar4a says:

i betul2 sayang

amzar4a says:

i tak penah tipu

amzar4a says:

kalau boleh i nak kawin je

amzar4a says:

tpi org tu tak tau je

I say:

hey , igt you sorang je

I say:

i pun selalu terfikir mcm tuh

I say:

lepas i hilang you , i try dgn syahir

I say:

yaa , i bodoh

I say:

Dia ada gf -,-

I say:

then i orang tgh yang tak tahu apa apa

I say:

mana lagi sakit hati ?

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

i tak tau laaa

amzar4a says:

but i memang org yg setia

amzar4a says:

org je igt i rpt dgn perempuan lain

I say:

you gaduh dgn faizah ?

amzar4a says:

nooo

amzar4a says:

laaa

amzar4a says:

i've lost her

I say:

omg , break ?

amzar4a says:

i kena the same thing yg you buat kat i dulu

I say:

okay ? apa yang dia buat ? dia lari tggl kan you pg kat lelaki lain ?

amzar4a says:

sme mcm you jumpa syahir dulu

I say:

you penah bg tahu dia yang you syg dia gila2 ?

I say:

you penah kata kat dia yang you tak boleh hidup tanpa dia

amzar4a says:

penahh

amzar4a says:

penah

amzar4a says:

you igt tak dulu

amzar4a says:

i ckp mcm tu pon

amzar4a says:

you ckp you da ade syahir

amzar4a says:

you suruh move on

amzar4a says:

mcm tu laa

I say:

pastu sekarang dia suruh you move on ?

amzar4a says:

yeahhh

amzar4a says:

i cant

I say:

tak , mcm mana boleh dia cari lelaki lain ?

amzar4a says:

kan i ckp

amzar4a says:

i buat mistake mcm i buat kat you dulu

I say:

you tak layan dia ?

amzar4a says:

noo laaa

amzar4a says:

i tak tau laaa

amzar4a says:

arghhh

amzar4a says:

i nak cucuk screw driver ni la kat i

I say:

No , amza

I say:

jangan , and jangan

I say:

bg tahu i kenapa ?

I say:

you buat salah apa ?

I say:

i blurr -,-

amzar4a says:

i tak tau ape salah

amzar4a says:

tpi i tau i ade salah

I say:

maybe ada salah nya kot

amzar4a says:

i memang selalu salah

I say:

girl ni kat need attention from you tau

amzar4a says:

yeahhh

amzar4a says:

i knoww

amzar4a says:

i kan bodo

amzar4a says:

lembsp

amzar4a says:

lembap

I say:

ni semua pengajaran amza

I say:

you kene kuat

amzar4a says:

berapa kali nak pelajaran

I say:

i hilang you mcm mana pun i nangis jugak kan ?

amzar4a says:

sekali da kena

amzar4a says:

tak kan kedua pengajaran jgk

I say:

i pun kali kedua kan ?

I say:

You , Syahir ?

I say:

Then lepas ni Ikmal ?

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

okaaayyy

amzar4a says:

sekarang you ade dia

amzar4a says:

jge jela baik2

I say:

i try jadi gf yang memahami la konon kan

I say:

Tak jealus mcm dulu

I say:

biarkan jee

I say:

ni la yang i buat dekat syahir

amzar4a says:

pastu dia tgglkan ouu

I say:

yeah

I say:

i tak tahu kenapa i bodoh

I say:

then tgglkan you mcm tu je

I say:

dah la amza , you relax okay

I say:

i tahu apa yang you rasa

amzar4a says:

ohh

I say:

you lepas kan dia , and buka buku baru dgn girl yang lebih okay dari dia

amzar4a says:

i tak suka laaa

amzar4a says:

org ckp mcm tuu

amzar4a says:

i tak nak mcm tuu

amzar4a says:

sikit2 break ajee

amzar4a says:

huhuhu

I say:

you kalau boleh mesti nak lame en ?

amzar4a says:

selame2 nye kalau boleh

I say:

tahu tape :')

I say:

i rindu time dulu2

I say:

sekarang mcm apa je -,-

I say:

Tapi , kita kene move on kan

amzar4a says:

time ape?

I say:

time dgn you

I say:

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

ikmal tak cukup baik ke?

I say:

dia okay

I say:

tapi entah

I say:

kadang2 kau aku je

I say:

dia tak paham apa yg i rasa

amzar4a says:

ohhh

amzar4a says:

mesti sakit kan

I say:

tahu tape

I say:

tp tapelah . terima jelah hakikat

I say:

lepas tuh dah lepas

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

you buat la ape2 utk biar dia syg youu sgt2

I say:

I tak tahu apa yang i nak buat

I say:

bg tips ?

amzar4a says:

you kena tunjuk la you happy dgn dia

I say:

i kan kadang2 , bg ayat kat dia la kan

I say:

i syg dia blablabla

I say:

then dia reply

I say:

'yaya i know'

I say:

ataupun 'iloveyoutoo'

We can not deliver your message 'mcm tujelah -,-' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

mcm tujelah -,-

We can not deliver your message 'mcm tujelah -,-' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

mcm tujelah -,-

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

kalau kita ckp iloveyou dia ckp me too jee

amzar4a says:

mesti sakit kan

I say:

aahhh -,-

I say:

tahu tape

amzar4a says:

but kalau dia ckp mcm tu

amzar4a says:

i tetap syg diaaa

I say:

yeah , samela

I say:

amza dgn faizah berapa lama dah ?

amzar4a says:

kalau tak da nak masuk five month

I say:

waaa , lamanya

I say:

mesti sedih kan ?

I say:

dah buat istana lawa2 , runtuh mcm tuh je

I say:

haihh

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

yeahh

I say:

dah , amza jangan nangis lagi tau

I say:

taknak sedih sedih

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

kalau happy mesti dia akan ckp i tak perlu dia da

I say:

dia dgn lelaki lain ? dia ada perlukan you ?

I say:

ha ?

amzar4a says:

i perlukan diaa

I say:

you perlukan dia untuk apa ?

I say:

tell me ?

amzar4a says:

arghhhh

I say:

cepat la bg tahu

amzar4a says:

soalan tu yg i tak boleh jawab dari duluuuu

amzar4a says:

kenapa mulut dgn hati kita tak sme

I say:

hati kita kadang2 akan berubah

I say:

amza , dulu boleh move on kan ?

I say:

takan sekarang tak boleh ?

amzar4a says:

jgn laaa

amzar4a says:

ckp mcm tuuu

amzar4a says:

i tak nak please

I say:

omg , you dah cinta mati dgn dia amza

amzar4a says:

haiza

amzar4a says:

you igt tak time you da break ngn syahir

amzar4a says:

you dtg blk kat i kan

amzar4a says:

i harap benda tu jadi

I say:

bende apa ?

I say:

mean ?

We can not deliver your message 'yeah , i ingat i dtg kat you balik ,' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

yeah , i ingat i dtg kat you balik ,

amzar4a says:

dia akan dtg blk kat i

I say:

yeah , i wish

I say:

i nak you happy amza

I say:

nanti i doakan hari2 untuk you tau

amzar4a says:

thankss

amzar4a says:

tpi ni rahsia kit a je tau

I say:

okay

amzar4a says:

jgn bgitau org lain pleaseee

I say:

i promise

I say:

amza ni baik tau pastu comel pulak tuh

I say:

nanti dia mesti dtg balij punya la

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I say:

*balik

We can not deliver your message '*balik' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

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*balik

I say:

*balik

amzar4a says:

amin!

I say:

amin amin

We can not deliver your message 'tapi amza kene happy tau' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

tapi amza kene happy tau

We can not deliver your message 'tapi amza kene happy tau' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

tapi amza kene happy tau

I say:

tapi amza kene happy tau
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amzar4a says:

yeee

I say:

Bagus bagus ,

I say:

this is my amzaa

amzar4a says:

aritu amza terbaca blog haiza

I say:

-,-

amzar4a says:

ade pasal amza

amzar4a says:

terkejut

I say:

Yang maza ?

I say:

Maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

I say:

HAHAHAHA

amzar4a says:

ntah

amzar4a says:

yg lme2

amzar4a says:

terjumpa

I say:

Yang mana ?

I say:

pasal apa

amzar4a says:

tak igt

amzar4a says:

tpi adela

amzar4a says:

byk jgk

I say:

hohoho , lama lama

I say:

Dah dah dah

I say:

Sekarang baru punyaa

I say:

I say:

hahaha

amzar4a says:

malu la tuuu

I say:

Mesti la malu

We can not deliver your message 'ala cerita pasal ex' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

ala cerita pasal ex

I say:

ala cerita pasal ex

I say:

sukahati la

We can not deliver your message 'haha' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

haha

We can not deliver your message 'haha' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

haha

amzar4a says:

ohhh

amzar4a says:

okay

amzar4a says:

rilex laa

I say:

oh , okay

I say:

amza tade blog ?

I say:

Nak bacaaaa

I say:

haha

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

ade

amzar4a says:

tpi tu mcm diary

I say:

oh , biasalah

We can not deliver your message 'blog = diary' to amzar4a, because you appear to be offline.

I say:

blog = diary

I say:

blog = diary

amzar4a says:

nak bce ke?

amzar4a says:

tpi jgn bgi org lainn

I say:

Nakkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I say:

Okay

amzar4a says:

promise?

I say:

I promise

amzar4a says:

?

I say:

nape ? dah janji ni

amzar4a says:

okayy

amzar4a says:

lifeofamza.blogspot.com

amzar4a says:

takde benda pon

I say:

aww , bnyk pasal couple kan ?

I say:

sweet nya :')

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

memang

I say:

haha

amzar4a says:

ehh

amzar4a says:

ade webcam tak

amzar4a says:

kalau ade mlm ni boleh webcam

I say:

hmm , nnt tuka laptop

I say:

haiza kat computer ni

amzar4a says:

ohh

I say:

tupun kalau boleh

amzar4a says:

okayy

amzar4a says:

tpi lambat sikit tau

amzar4a says:

malam2 betul

I say:

pukul ?

amzar4a says:

12 ke?

amzar4a says:

amzar4a says:

jgn tidur pulak

I say:

insyallah

amzar4a says:

iyola

I say:

haha ,

I say:

ye ye , kalau tak tidur okay

I say:

nnt i text you okay

amzar4a says:

okayy

amzar4a says:

sebab i nak lari kejap dari rumah nii

I say:

nak buat apa ?

amzar4a says:

adela

I say:

eh , jaga diri tau

I say:

nnt kene culik pulak

I say:

haha

amzar4a says:

ohh

amzar4a says:

paling2 sampai siam je

I say:

haha, bengong .

amzar4a says:

da bce ke blog?

I say:

dah

I say:

sweet gilerr

I say:

Nak nangis

I say:

sedih

amzar4a says:

eh

amzar4a says:

jgn nangis

I say:

sedih , tak pernah tgk amza sedih mcm ni

amzar4a says:

ohhh

amzar4a says:

amza

amzar4a says:

da berubah

amzar4a says:

menjadi org yg lebih menghargai cinta

I say:

Alhamdulilah :')

I say:

you're totally changed

I say:

hehehe

amzar4a says:

yeahhh

amzar4a says:

ehh

amzar4a says:

haizaa

I say:

yes ?

amzar4a says:

i nak mandii

amzar4a says:

kang nak larii

I say:

hoho ,

I say:

okay

amzar4a says:

nnti msg i tau

I say:

you text i dulu okay

I say:

i will wait

amzar4a says:

kalau tak boleh pon msg e

amzar4a says:

je

amzar4a says:

iyolaaa

I say:

iyolaa

I say:

haha

I say:

you dulu tau

amzar4a says:

ye la!

amzar4a says:

kan da geram

amzar4a says:

haha

I say:

haha

I say:

okay okay

amzar4a says:

okay

I say:

pg mandi

I say:

bye

amzar4a says:

byee

amzar4a says:

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I say:

bye la

I say:

How can i say . I Love you . And I still Love you . But you're not mine anymore . and your heart was not belong to me . But i want you to be a happier person as before . I want you to be my friend . I want you to be my best friend . I Love You friend :') I Love You so Much :') I miss our memories . but you miss you memories with faizah . This is what we call 'cinta tiga segi' . okay , i will wait ikmal . honestly , he ignores me :'(