-_-

i miss the past , everything . It was my super duper great moments :'( I miss everything :'( haiza nangis kenapa ? Kenapa ?Haiza dah janji tak nak nangis kan ? Kenapa ni za ? semuanya fate kan ? Jangan la sedih , haiza kuat untuk menghadapinya . Ohhhh :(

Gamba si faiza tu lagi -_-

Woi , aku nak exam kau tahu tak ? Then kenapa tetiba aku jealous kembali -_- Aku sudah melepaskan kau , tetapi sebaliknya kot . Ianya agak susah . Wehh , sumpah jealous . -_-

Then yeah , haiza dah okay . Entah la haiza ni minggu lepas minggu ni emosional betul .hehehe :) Dah la byeee .

You don't love me for who i am

So yeah , this weak , last weak , school was full of drama -_- I mean my Drama . I cried , cried , cried because i think that everybody hates me -_- Seriously -_- haiza it's time to change en . So yeah I prefer to sit with Effa . Then , i will not make any problem . like yesterday . Because of my childish attitude so i have to change , but seriously I can't . I don't know why -_- Tried to be a mature girl but it seems didn't work , I want to lough again and miss the old of me . But yeah , i afraid if i will be the one who will mcm kene marah je . So everything maybe like my mistake . Em yeah , God . I know this is the ujian for me . One by one you gave me , The first one 'they' left me , then my father sick , then this drama . Please , help me god . I only have you .

And yeah when i think about . I prefer to stay hostel :') I am ready to leave all of my friend . Insyaalah kalau dapat tawaran haiza pegi ,

Mom Dad , i will make you proud one day . Pernah adik kata , adik nak belikan apa apa sahaja untuk mama papa bila adik dah kerja . Maafkan adik kerana kemalasan adik untuk belajar . Cuma kepenatan mama , bila tengok kaki papa sakit . Adik tak tahu nak kata apa , macam hendak menangis pun ada . Papa seperti kene kurang berjalan . Dugaan yang paling besar tak pernah adik terlintas nak hilang papa walaupun papa suka buat berceramah kat adik :') Papa , I love you and you're the best papa in this world . Trust me for everything i did . Ya Allah , panjangkan lah umur mereka sehingga aku boleh membalas budi mereka sembuh kan lah ayah ku , itu sahaja yang aku mahukan . Thanks mom and dad . I Love You The Most :')

The story between me and her

Nak dengar cerita tak ,

terugris sekali lagi apabila membaca blog yang kutuk2 haiza seperti ini . Hanya ingin mengatakan . Kita insan semua ada yang kurang . Aku tahu kau lawa . then ? Aku tahu gigi aku tak selawa kau . Terima lah , perangai kau yang macam tak hormat kami (time kat camp PRS) . Aku tak pernah nak buat muka ataupun nak menjeling ataupun nak menengking , perangai kau okay then confirm kiteorg semua okay . Relax semasa di mana mana . Aku dengar cerita kau kaya , alhamdulilah la kan . Kami tahu , kami tidak sekaya anda . Maaf kan la aku kalau aku ada kata yang kau budget , poyo . Budget bukan maksud aku budget HOT , okay ? Jangan salah faham , terserah dekat kau . Nak kata apa . yang penting , Aku dah mintak maaf .

Lasstt , kalau kawan . Belah la kat kawan . Ye makcik pakcik ? Don't be a hypocrite . Aku tak marah kau cuma terguris sedikit ,

away from me

Just be my friend . Not more than that . I never wanted you to come again , i just want to be your friend. Please , don't make me fall in love with you again . Please , DON'T . I hope you understand that i'm just your friend . Not more than that , i'm sick of love . THANKS ,

18 Mei 2010

today , i went to school by van . Eh van la ? heh ,

i don't have any idea to write , Just wanna say . I was terasa plus mcm nak nangis dekat makmal tadi . Tapi tahan jelah . Sorry sebab buat korang mcm marah dekat aku tadi . Tidak sengaja , Dah tujelah . bye ,

Teachers day

So today was a Teachers Day . I came to school by bus . Oh my god , it was a bus ? I hate bus ! haih

The teachers day was totally awesome . I love all of the performance include the 'heartbeats' . Kak intan was a little cutie girl . I love her , and she also has a nice voice :) Then , ikmal ? Forget about him . He and my sister were really sweet couple , i admit it . ngehehe ^_^ So yeah , the netball was very tiringgg . I was bau masam after that . Then we hang at foyer B with akmal . I though amza was there . But there was not amza . how sad ,,, ohoho . Then we talked , we lough , ahaha .

Then , we (me, fara, fai) walked to the cabin . eh eh , sudennly we stopped for awhile . then , asked izzat and amnan about something that not important -_- Eh , it's amnan ! Amnan you know . He was cute + handsome + cute + handsome . Aaaaaaaaa :D

Then we snap some photo together and back to our home by car .

Amnan ! Why you look so HANDSOME ! ^_^

aha , ehe , ohoooo :D

Today is Sunday . So i'm just staying at home . I supposed to study . ngeh -,- I told you that i am so lazy en ? Aha , yeah . Sis intan , i have found your secret blog . ehe , sorry -_- i have read everything . Sorry :')

Then . what am i going to talk with you huh ? I'm so so boring . Aha , lemme talk about A . A is Amza :) hey you , why you always didn't reply my text . Haiyaa , i know i know . You and faizah dah kembali bersama kan ? So yeah , SEMOGA BAHAGIA !

Eh eh , nak ckp ni . Aku dah tawar hati dgn IKMAL . bagi aku , dia 0/100 . Ngehehehe . Jahat en ?
So gtg , BYE :D

My Future :P

All i ever wanted is just to forget about you . And make a new life with someone else . And I want to show you that , I am the BEST among your girlfriend . And one day , i will come to see you and show my BIG HOUSE , my Hotstuff BOYFRIEND , i will be successful girl . You will regret it babe , You will ! Because , you have to stay at rumah pangsa . Then , you don't have enough money like I do ! And you only work as a pekerja kilang . HAHAHA XD .

Sorry babe , I don't hate you . But , it's just my feelings . Sorry . hahaha

The memory of 2008 ad 2010

I don't wanna be sad or blue . I will try my best to move on with my life .
oh god , please give me the strenght .
I can't do this , i'm weak :(
Pleasee ;'(